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pushing to the limit

  • Feb. 16th, 2009 at 12:26 AM

Sometimes i wonder if i'm pushing myself a little too hard
I've got too many things at hand
And it just keeps coming
Worst of all, some can't be pushed away
Some can but i think it's an opportunity
People often say that when there's an opportunity
take it
or regret it
obviously i took it
but sometimes i still regret it
regret taking it
cause i've too many things

my weakness is obviously being oblivious to what i have at hand.
GOODNESS.
i hate being a semi-perfectionist.

woot

  • Jan. 12th, 2009 at 11:23 PM

there was once, i didn't believe in anyone.
in my mind
everyone seem to be a spy.
and one day they would pop out and say
HA! i know your secrets and now the world will know
it fears me.

now. i think back.
and i think i would have been a great scriptwriter.
haha

Jan. 8th, 2009

  • 10:44 AM

*bury face into hands*
why didn't i listen to addy?

studying?

  • Dec. 28th, 2008 at 1:39 AM

have you ever once stood there wondering why didn't you do well despite mugging like siao?
don't lie. i'm sure you did.
well, heck the studying method.
HAHA

christmas feeling

  • Dec. 25th, 2008 at 1:28 PM


MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS!
i love you

go figure

  • Dec. 21st, 2008 at 1:59 AM

buzz buzz buzz.....
marilyn's buzzing into the new dimension
where phones ain't 3G
and printers no longer need ink.
if you see this.
it means.....
you're inside the secret world of marilyn!! (:
this journal remains a secret.
right....
not as though i type anything here.
not that i remember of?
but cookie-licious!
you won't understand my statements
nor my worlds sometimes.
because this is marilyn's world
where she gets to type things only she can understand
while you go figure~!
woot

just when you expect everyone to be fine

  • Dec. 13th, 2008 at 2:19 AM

something has gotten into my mind and stopping me from loving again.
and by loving i mean friendship
i know it's wrong
and i know it's wrong
and i know it's wrong
but why the anger?

talking to dawn online was great.
i miss her so much.

honestly i take God for putting wonderful people around me
but sometimes i just can't share it out
i might look like "SHARITY" but deep inside
it's a different story.
i was once told that i look problem-free
but i'm pretty sure i'm not.
well. let's just put it to God's hands

a sucker for support.

  • May. 30th, 2008 at 5:38 PM

words from you just hurt me so badly. did it really sound that disgusting!! NO CAKE FOR ANYONE EVER!
geez, some support yah? a teeny weeny bit? NO!
BOO YOU!!! BOO YOU!!!! BOO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sheepish

  • May. 30th, 2008 at 3:25 AM

this had to be the best slacker days i'm ever gonna have.
let's save up for the rainy days!!!! (before it all ends on the 4th of August)

let's just say i'm not that all wee-doo-dahh excited about going into university despite the fact i was really into the label university undergraduate and all the stuffs that are seemingly there. after all, its NUS FASS!! Seriously, what i actually wanted was NTU's Mathematics and Economics or just something related to mathematics (well, i'm a sucker for maths!) 

i guess its HELLO NUS FASS
and SAYONARA NTU!

unbelievable. i have no idea what i'm taking in fass anyway!!!! submitted the forms today and wanted to eat ice cream just in front of the student service centre. it was $4.50 for public and $3.70 for NUS students.
salesperson: "yes what would you like?"
me: "ermm.."
salesperson: "are you a student here?there's a student price.*with a nice smile*"
me: "*evil smile* YES,in a few months time den"

and walked away.
i'll buy the ice cream in august then.
Whheeeeeeee~!

Mar. 28th, 2008

  • 5:08 PM

yeah new userpics!!!
boring work

gloomy gloomy

  • Mar. 22nd, 2008 at 9:14 AM

marilyn is such a gloomy girl today
unwell
flu
cough
watery eyes

but i'm at work.
WHAT IS THIS!!!!!
torture
pure torture
i seriously need sleep 

Jan. 15th, 2008

  • 12:40 AM

its not easy being someone.
i've a secret i'll never say
it's just so tiring.
hang on there.

p.s any jobs out there? lol

+marilyn

freak it

  • Oct. 28th, 2007 at 12:24 AM

ALL I WANNA DO IS TO FINISH A LEVELS.
SUCKS!
THIS NEVER SEEM TO END!
WHEN WILL 21ST NOVEMBER EVER COME!!!
WAKE ME UP WHEN NOVEMBER ENDS!!!
shiver me timbersssss

oh man

  • Sep. 9th, 2007 at 10:51 PM

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted
Unique and unforgettable
You are cutie everyone falls for

everyone loves me!!! admit it!!
You are Wedge Sandals

Bohemian and sexy
You're a free spirit - both in life and in fashion
You have a style all your own, and it turns heads!

not bad not bad at all!!
You Are 2: The Helper

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.
You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.
You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

At Your Best: You are deeply giving, altruistic, and humble. You devote your life to others while caring for yourself too.

At Your Worst: You are manipulative and enjoy making other people guilty.

Your Fixation: Rejection

Your Primary Fear: Being unworthy of love

Your Primary Desire: To be loved unconditionally

Other Number 2's: Mother Teresa, John Travolta, Princess Diana, Dr. Phil, and Mr. Rogers.

hey this is so true.


ok i was bored ok? HAHA

Jul. 16th, 2007

  • 9:23 PM

i was thinking that since addy updated 6 weird things about herself and is lazy to tag others. i shall type 6 weird things about myself too.

1. i often think that i'm really tall when i'm in public and try to measure how much difference is it with the person around me. strangers to be exact.

2. i love to listen to national day parade songs. i'm really patriotic when national day draws near.

3. i often want to join a sport event in the sports day like javelin but i don't have the courage to.

4. even when i like a guy. i die also won't say a thing. so don't bother asking.

5. my bedsheet is currently pink and my minnie mouse sitting on my pillow is also pink, but i don't like pink.

6. i've always wanted to wear a dress but i don't think i should, i look awful in it.

 

yah that's about it. AHHA

homework

  • Jul. 16th, 2007 at 12:01 AM

i think i'm getting high on studies.
you know.like shots?
and i'm starting to cope with the work.
not fabulously well but not bad.
not bad at all.
at least now i can write an essay without telling myself i'm probably gonna die .
in A levels.

Tags:

and....

  • Jun. 24th, 2007 at 9:35 PM

and i tot holiday just started. i guess it's over in just a while. and hello to block test again. hello to my U grade filled papers since i was sick the whole holiday through. i'm so dead. let me just rant it again. i'm so so so so so dead!. ok time to revise again so i won't die in such an ugly death.

miserable

  • Jun. 19th, 2007 at 7:46 PM

what in the world is happening?
i've been having fever for 3 consecutive days already.
si ka li i've got the dengue.
nooo i dont want!

i just blew out blood from my left nostrile.
and i'm kind of freaking out already.
yesterday's temperature was 39.2
today's temperature was 38.3
hopefully tmr's temperature will go back to normal or else i'll have to see the doc.

i'm really scared.
its my A level year and i'm sick
sick
sick
sick
this is so unfair.

i feeling all awful now.
headache
sore throat. 
literally sore. i can feel that its all swollen.
cough. i'll probably be coughing out blood soon.
sounds familiar.
haven't i got this 2 weeks ago?

fanatic

  • Jun. 5th, 2007 at 2:44 PM

i'm at home slacking now. SO NOT TRUE OK! i'm having a high fever. haha 38.6 degrees and i've got no voice. thank you thank you.



i love love disney songs. i think i'm going mad.

this song "reaching for heaven". i tell you. i'm loving it!! so sweet... LOVE LOVE hahahaha.


this is such an old song. ok. that's enough for a day :D